Whenever I find the motivation or strength to write about this aspect of my life, I get side tracked or find myself at a loss for words. How do I articulate the biggest challenge and struggle I have ever had to go through in my life? How can I possibly convey in words what I am feeling about this topic and how unhappy I was for so long? What I am prepared to share with you has taken a lot of self-reflection and months of healing. Now that I am a couple of months into this chapter of my life, talking about it is somewhat therapeutic.
To be honest I am not sure where things started to go wrong but they did and without even realizing it, I began to pull away. I began to invest my time and energy into other aspects of my life so as to maybe find happiness in other ways or even just escape the turmoil that I was experiencing at home.